"Worrying about tomorrow means that you are missing some of today" Corey Allan of Simple Marriage

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Wellness - Weight Gain

Admittedly I have not eaten that well for the last week (or so), but I have actually gained
0.9kg!  So I am currently 87.7kg

I should be around 86.3kg

Now I am 3 weeks behind.


Bright side,
better 3 weeks than 10.

I have done the whole
why? why? why?
Why was it so EASY to gain 1kg in a week when it takes so much EFFORT to lose 0.5kg a week?
Why, when I am doing quite a bit of physical work on the farm, am I gaining weight?

I just don't get it.  
Really, I don't.


regardless of whether I 'get it' or not, 
it is what it is so I just have to suck it up and get on with it.

Get on with no breakfast, have lunch, have fruit at 3pmish (today was fruit and 1 piece of toast with peanut butter), have dinner.  Fullstop.

Which is not making me a happy camper, 
as of right now I want a chocolate dessert with custard.
It won't hurt, will it?
Just once more?
Dang it.

I just want to be a normal weight again.
I just want to feel 'normal' in public again.
And I am (finally) prepared to put the work in to achieve it.

1 comment:

E and R said...

I hate that it takes SO much more effort to lose than it does to gain! I am in the same spot this week with a gain rather than a loss! Hope this next week brings both of us a loss on the scale!