"Worrying about tomorrow means that you are missing some of today" Corey Allan of Simple Marriage

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Some semblance of normal - edited

Well I am finally beginning to act 'normal' again.  Instead of sitting on my ass most of the day, obsessively reading blogs, I am actually doing 'things' other than making the bed, washing clothes, tidying the kitchen and cooking dinner … I kid you not!

Yes, my daily routines are slowly beginning to re-emerge, much to TJL's delight.  I mean, the floors are actually vacuumed, the bedroom is dusted and clean, my bible is read, and the garden is watered!  I do have to thank TJL a lot for that last one as he actually spent most of yesterday WEEDING them.  He did haul my ass out to weed one with him, which has inspired me to actually start putting the care back into them - poor neglected, dying things that they are.  Oh the guilt!  And not to forget the other day when I actually tidied my drawers and thus have thrown out 3 shopping bags of old, manky, don't fit anymore clothes.  And my drawers are STILL FULL!  But the hot water closet (where I put the clothes after drying on the line to ensure they are 'bone' dry) has room!  My clothes are not falling out of that closet and onto the floor ANYMORE!  Boo yah!

So today I believe I am 5dp3dt (5 days past 3 day transfer is how I think it goes).  And I have no symptoms what-so-ever.  Sometimes I think I am having some, but as with most things IF, a lot of it is mental rubbish, and I am always second guessing them anyway.  Nothing will be known for sure until I have the blood test on Sunday and the clinic gets back to me.  I am swinging between bouts of manic singing/dancing/joking around and then crashing with 'oh I hope that this works!'  Poor TJL has a right time of it just trying to figure out which one I will be when he see's me next.  Lucky he is a pretty relaxed sort of fella and takes it all in his stride.

Anyway, the birds are chirping outside, so I think it's time to switch the stereo off and have a bit of quiet book reading time, before the afternoon hits with a few more jobs I have to get done around here.

Ahhh, bliss!

Bah ha ha ha ha, I am so dumb at this!  I am only 5 days past 3 day transfer … doh!  Should be right now …. lol

1 comment:

(In)fertility Unexplained said...

I'm glad to hear you're finding your normal self again! It's kind of a relief after so many weeks of drugs that play with your emotions like they're the newest best toy, isn't it?