Aunt Flo started today, so 8am I was on the phone to the radiology department to try and book a hysteriothingeemablobit. First couple of times I rang I was a bit early and they had not opened yet. Then I got through but got the answer phone, so I rang twice more, before leaving a message on said answer phone.
And then I waited. And I wondered. And I worried. And I asked TJL what time I should call back if I hadn't heard anything (he said 9.30). So I folded washing, and worried, and wondered until I thought. WHAT AM I DOING HERE? God is taking care of this, just relax, it is in His capable hands.
And less than 1 minute later the phone rang. Hooray. It was the clinic. Hooray! Someone had rung in and cancelled and I had an appointment booked for 19th Jan @ 9.00am! HOORAY! Thank you God, I am truly a blessed being.
So in a weeks time we shall know whether my tubes are blocked or not, and then what course of action we will take. Tubes not blocked = hormones to wake up my lazy folicles and prayer that we conceive. Tubes blocked = adoption or get said tube(s) cleared. Whatever happens I praise God for taking my worries upon Himself and leaving me to just be.