"Worrying about tomorrow means that you are missing some of today" Corey Allan of Simple Marriage

Friday, January 18, 2013

Getting back into the swing of life

I've have a bit of a funk on over the last few days.  Chances are it is because I am back out photographing horse events and was just completely SWAMPED.  It seems that when I get swamped I get really lethargic and tired and end up feeling like I am achieving nothing.

5 events of photos to edit and upload.

Leads to washing not getting folded.  Floors not getting vacuumed.  Garden not getting weeded.

And so I end up feeling like I am getting further and further behind, and it wears me out.

And so my reaction was to then get, ever so briefly, down about 
here comes Christmas, childless, AGAIN.
I don't fit in.
EVERYONE but me has children.

Blah, blah, blah.

It didn't help that my computer screen had somehow dimmed down and I thought my photos were heavily underexposed, making editing a nightmare!  Since discovering my computer (and lets face it, me too) was dim, it then meant all the photos I did edit are now a bit over exposed.  Ah, well, they got uploaded regardless.

But it is also good that my photos are not underexposed.

I am uploading this MONTHS after I wrote it.

What a dork!

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